dear m,
i know it was targeted at me.
yes i did break up with a, but with a damn good reason,
but you probably dont want to hear it.
i felt lonely in me and a's relationship, and when i had the time i'd chat with w and share a laugh.
i dont want to hurt w, why would you even fucking accuse me of it?
i had to break up with a, it wouldnt have lasted long the way it was heading.
a had me blocked on discord, and refused to talk to me for 2 weeks after unblocking the first time
a never responded to my messages when she was online and i anted to talk to her, and when she did respond it was only one sentence and then nothing.
i could never fucking hurt anyone, even if i tried because the guilt would hit me like a fucking truck and i'd be running to apologize.
so dont say i am going to hurt w, because even if i couldnt i wouldnt. i would never.
i understand i just got out of one but theres no reason to assume i would hurt someone else.
i feel HORRIBLE for breaking up with a, i really fucking do. it haunts me as i speak.
but i would never hurt anyone, not you or w or anybody.
i hope you understand that.