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I really don't deserve you, you deserve so much better yet you're here by my side, I'm grateful for that and happy you choose to still be with me though. However, I'm not giving you the attention and love you need and deserve, it's no excuse but it's been difficult to talk in my current situation, I still love and care about you, but if you start having doubts, all i ask is you hang in there for a little while longer. I'm trying my best to get through this problem, so please hang on, I'll make it up to you as soon as this situation is over.