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Deduce

Little Mouse
Dear ,
Am I actually good at anything? Or am I hoping I'm good at something? What can I even do? Not much apparently, if possible, I would change a lot of things, mostly about myself. I am highly appreciative of certain people, honestly I don't know how they put up with me and never will understand how. I figured this would pass, it should have passed a long time ago, so why is this feeling still here? Is it because I'm starting to accept it? Or because I'm realizing the truth I don't want to know?
 

Yvette

Retired RO Staff
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you're really funny and weird, i love your personality. i'm glad we met and i can call you my friend!!
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
dear x,
all fun and games until she takes you away from me.

dear y,
after that incident,, how can the __ still trust you? stay with you? love you? i don't understand.
please don't make a repeat of that but include me instead of z. actually, don't you dare, because i will let the __ know, and i will make them leave you, as should have done years ago.
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear t,
I'm done. I'm going to cut you off, sick of dealing with you. Losing sleep over you, waking up to a painful reminder when I do sleep, I'm done.
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
dear x,
wow. i care so much.
you only say “hi” “how are you” when you want to ask me something, have advice, do something and need opinion, or want to show me one of your many edits that *i don’t care for*. i don’t even know what “surprise” you’re gonna give to y, because *i don’t care enough to even bother to check wtf you’re doing*. you keep me checked up as if i *care*. get your indecisive celebrity crush, no. *way* too far of a “celebrity crush” on celebrities that are literal *adults* and likes to pretend they’re your girlfriends 24/7 ass out of here. i’m so done with you and i’m glad we’re not going to the same high-school. sadly, you’re my only classmate that talks to me atm so i just put up with you. wish we never started talking again because you always say “Hi” at the very *wrong* moments, *and* you don’t even bother to care about any bad/sad statuses i have, nor when i say “could be better”. i mean, you at least asked if i wanted to let it out (not even that wording but okay), so kudos for that, but everything else you do is just. no.
oh yes, thank you for apologizing that you thought i was someone else and that was the reason you were pretty different to me and actually seemed more caring about shit, which makes me realize how shitty you truly are to me. you could’ve played it off or something, but *no*. now i know how *different* you treat me, compared to others. you *use* me. thanks </3. see you in hopefully hell bitch, i’ll enjoy watching down on you from hopefully purgatory 💝💘💖
ps. by the * * around the word(s), it’s meant to be italic
 

Questionz

Cheesus
x,
you broke me. literally broke me. i dont see a bright future for myself anymore. i wish you never existed at points but im glad i got to share good memories w you. i dont hope youre doing great but i hope i can get over you soon. i didnt deserve what you did to me. nor do i deserve the pain thats being given to me at this very moment because of you. i know i can do better. you fucked me up so much that i dont think itll be another couple years until i can get over you. losing sleep over you was so pointless. overall, spending my damn time with you was just pointless. youre so fake and i wish you fucking knew how much you hurt me. i guess you just wont ever know because youre so immature and dont care about others feelings. you ignore EVERY single situation.
i dont wish this much sadness or madness on anyone. not even you. i guess i was just unlucky to experience things with you.
i hate how everyone knows you and how people keep bringing you up. it makes me lose hope all over again. right when im thinking im ready to get over you, someone brings you up and then i start thinking about you. ive never thought id experience this kind of pain at this age but i guess its possible.
you caused me not to want to meet new people or simply answer a strangers question about a game or something simple. i feel like i cant trust anyone anymore.
i hope youre not using other people. it makes me cry and quake thinking about you. i want you to say sorry to me. i want you to realize what youre putting me through as the days go by. its understandable that im my own person and i need to make changes myself to make me trust people again but i absolutely fucking hate you for causing me to start at square 1 again. right when i fucking met you, i was over the other person. i didnt expect anything to last decently long but i didnt know my pain would end up to be this bad. it makes me look at everyone as untrustworthy and disgusting. you changed my view on everyone at this point and i feel like im the only person there for myself. its not easy at all trying to support yourself when theres a bunch going on. especially when you add this much pain on my existing pain. it makes me want to ghost everyone and shut everyone out. im now only talking to 5 people on a daily when it used to be a lot more. ive gone inactive on everything and practically deleted all my social media. i dont see the point anymore. i at least thank you for the good memories i had with you.
 
Dear _ (irl)
No one believes you when you tell them I cheated on you. Everyone sees through your lies.
Everyone knows nothing you say is genuine, stop trying to lie to their faces.

The day you tried to spread rumors about me throughout the school is the day everyone lost respect for you. People may not like me, but that doesn't mean they believe i'm the type of person that's capable of doing the things you said I did to you. Especially considering i'm half your size, both in height and weight.

I'm sorry that I hurt your ego by being the one to break up with you first when you accused me of lying about a life threatening deformity, but that's no excuse for the awful things you accuse me of.
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear x and y,
Between you two and other stuff going on I'm really close to losing it. I don't know how much more of this I can handle before I actually lose it. I've been in this situation once, I didn't want to go through it again. But here I am, forced to choose between two people while helping a friend who really needs me and a painful injury. You two need to talk this out before I lose it and snap at you both. Please, fix it, and soon.
 

Season

Pingless
x,
i know you only talk to me when _ isn’t there to talk to. or when you two get into arguments.
you used to say you hated being the second choice, so please don’t make me your second choice.
don’t pretend that you genuinely see me as a “close friend”, it’s just silly to continue that act.
 

Yvette

Retired RO Staff
dear a few,
it's honestly pathetic and disappointing what you're doing now, you should have known i did my best to be great friends
 

Girasoll

Mouse
Dear _,

I hope you realize your stubbornness and self-detriment makes me love you more <3
But I hope you stop and realize just you how beautiful you are inside and out 😔
 

Ouchi

Active Mouse
Dear _, (irl)
You know what? I don't need you as a friend though I cling to you because I have no one else. You're nothing to me, all you do is lie and ditch me for that brat. All you ever think about is tiktok and nothing else, you're addicted to some stupid app that almost everyone hates. You wouldn't give a damn about my day, I am your punching bag. I feel really bad for your mother depending she has over (number) kids. I honestly can tell you are faking our relationship. I saw you talking behind my back, I don't even want to play roblox with you anymore because I feel forced to. It's always you that's talking, you don't even give me a chance to speak. I hope you never treat your other friends like this.🙃
 

Astros

Retired EN Staff
dear _;
you've been an amazing friend to me, and i can't even describe the joy i've felt while talking to you. thank you for making me smile, being my shoulder to cry on, and always being there for me when i needed someone the most. you may not realize it, but i appreciate all you have done for me, thank you again <3
 
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