dear x,
I notice slowly that we're starting to fall out of our friendship. I don't want to, but I'm starting to think it's for the best. You've found new friends, friends that I know aren't good for you. Those new friends you have are in a really bad place and I'd hate to see you end up in the same place as them. I noticed you starting to pick up on their tendencies, your tone is changing, as well as the way you act. I know you're happy and I really want to be okay. But I'm not okay. I'm not, and I want to tell you but I fear that that'll actually end our relationship. Maybe, it's because I'm a terrible person. I want to believe I'm not, but I know that there is a chance I am. Regardless of what happens in the near future, I want you to know that you've made the laugh the hardest I ever have in a long time. You made me feel happiness that I didn't think I'd ever feel again. Thank you for that.