dear x;
Am I really a whimsical girl in your eyes? I didn't think you thought that of me, but I won't blame you either. I still miss you like the first day, and although I told you that I hated you, I was hurt, I was in pain ... I still want you back, but there are times when I start to think, what if you don't? What if you no longer need me, nor do I need you? Maybe you're right, I just want to have it all, and seeing that I couldn't have you frustrates me. I don't know how stupid I was to say words that I knew I shouldn't say, but at that moment I was hurt, sad, and all the mixed feelings I had came out and ripped me apart. At that moment I had to apologize, but my pride blinded me, just as anger blinded me. So I will ask your forgiveness now. (Even if it's late), I really miss you, come back please. At least before I go.
Am I really a whimsical girl in your eyes? I didn't think you thought that of me, but I won't blame you either. I still miss you like the first day, and although I told you that I hated you, I was hurt, I was in pain ... I still want you back, but there are times when I start to think, what if you don't? What if you no longer need me, nor do I need you? Maybe you're right, I just want to have it all, and seeing that I couldn't have you frustrates me. I don't know how stupid I was to say words that I knew I shouldn't say, but at that moment I was hurt, sad, and all the mixed feelings I had came out and ripped me apart. At that moment I had to apologize, but my pride blinded me, just as anger blinded me. So I will ask your forgiveness now. (Even if it's late), I really miss you, come back please. At least before I go.









