Write a letter you can't send

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
irl,
the fact you're about to be 18 but willingly wanting to start stuff with a 15 year old amazes me so much. i wish you'd focus on your life rather than spending so much time focusing on mine.
 

Kaneko

Well-Known Mouse
dear x

One of the best decisions of my life to drop u and ur goons LMAO
Sorry that ur not here to ruin more xoxo
It's nice to call someone such names when they're not even a year older than me but u do u boo!!
My life has been drama and bullshit-free once i left and i don't regret it!


Sorry not sorry bitches xo
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear _,
I can't tell if you're joking or not, I really hope you're not so I'm not making a fool of myself, because what you said just now makes me smile like an idiot, I just hope it's not a joke..
 

Galore

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear -,
the thought of you gets me angry. I gave you an opportunity to do what you've been dying to do and you don't take it? that's cool.
 

+kly

Active Mouse
Dear _,
I’ve said a lot of goodbyes, but I think this would be the last one. The one where I’ll take courage to say everything I need to so when I’m done I’d be able to truly let go of something that hasn’t even happened. I realized it a year ago. You were one of my first male friends and that was foreign to me, and you were fun to hang around with. You are the type of person that I would want to be with because spending time with you was always time that was worth it. I always had fears during the period I was infatuated with you. I know it was overthinking but I felt you found my company unbearable, such low self-respect issues, right? Now I realize that liking you was more about me than you and I’m sorry. It feels like it’s unfair of me and also very selfish. You may have been my first love and I didn’t know what to do with it. In the early days, it was fine because you inspired me. That is part of the reason why I would never regret having the experience of liking you. Infatuation, feelings, and human interactions are such curious things. I have learned a lot about myself. I’m not yet sure if I truly fell in love with you but whatever I felt for you will always be one of my most bittersweet memories. For now, this confession I can only write here because it’s the best fight I can give for the feelings I have for you. It’s still so cowardly, but it’s my best shot at the moment. I psyched myself out so that whenever I see you, I would be ready to accept what fate I have placed upon myself - of you never knowing that means I die a little inside from every sight or memory of you.
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
x,
i can’t believe i actually tried to stop someone
from killing themselves.
i mean, yes, you never directly said it, but to me i think i picked up on all the hints that you did want to.
i may not have succeeded, but i did my best, and i suppose that’s what matters.
i just hope you don’t play a Y and it turns out to be a joke/it was all false.
but i still hope for the best for you to return to me.
i love you. i’ll give you all the hugs and kisses you want when you return, and i’ll never stop cuddling you. i’ll even start getting my forehead dimples for you. ❣
i love you. this is my goodbye.
ps. thank you for introducing me to leebada and bol4. they’re both very talented and i love them. thank you for just being here for me for the past few months. i’ve know you for less than a year but i’m grateful for the memories and experiences with you. 💕
 

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
x,
today you helped me realize i truly don't deserve anything i have.
 

Russiiaa

Mouse
Dear, x

I know that lately I have treated you badly, but I want you to know that I do not do it because I want to do it, the reason why I treat you like this is very simple,,,,,

It is because I am afraid of re-expressing the same feelings I had towards you.

I still haven't fully recovered due to my previous rejection, and do you still have the courage to become the victim? Make people believe that i am bad?

... :sigh:
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
x,
you’re confusing me. honestly. i poured my heart out for you, and i’m completely confused at the situation.
and i don’t really think my zodiac sign likes being confused-
 

Kralyssa

Mouse
Dear x,

Thanks for making me realize how everyone is fake and no one loves me 100%
p.s. leave my life :)
 

Phoett

Retired ES Staff
Darling, x.
Forgive me if I see myself as the victim in this, well, I'm not. But you know, I'm still crying for you, I still miss you, my friends know how I'm broken without you and my soul hurts. If I could tell you something before I left, before I ever woke up again, it would be for you to tell me that you love me, that you always did, and even if you never say it again, I will continue to hope that it will be so. Because for some reason, you are the right person at the wrong time.
 
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