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Chemicals

Retired EN Staff
dear xs,

there are people in this world that i would do anything for to make sure they're happy. ive seen you both go through so much shit, and i made a mental promise to always be there for you. i will keep that promise, but right now im stuck, and afraid, that i'll end up hurting at least one of you and there won't be any going back.
so in advance. im sorry. i try to make you both satisfied. but i really dont know how long i can keep pretending that im okay.
 

Kiyoharu

Kikoo Mouse *-*
dear x, irl

honey whattt
who tf you think you are. you aren't going to ruin my fucking Christmas by cOmInG oVeR.
fuck off with your spoiled ass. die please.
i couldn't give two fucks if you are C's girlfriend. gtfo
 

Jared

Cheesoholic
x,

You’re a little bitch in my eyes after the shit I saw. You’re justified as a kid to me.
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear j,
I don’t like it here & I’m kinda mad about u going home but it’s whatever I guess.
I know you had to go home so there’s nothing I could’ve done to prevent you from going,
but it just feels like u left me here to deal with it all & that kinda sucks
I hope the dog is ok, I hope you’re ok​
 

Hirae

Shaman
dear b,e,k, and k,

You guys mean the world to me, thank you for being my friend <3
 

Kiyoharu

Kikoo Mouse *-*
x, irl

BRUV how the fuck am I ''LiKe mY fAtHeR'' for not liking your annoying ass gf? i'm not forced to like her. she's annoying. she got mad because you were going to work??? and make money for yourself??? how tf is that a healthy relationship. i understand her missing you and being concerned since you work far away, but like,,, c'mon man. it's so fucking easy to see. not even mama likes her. not even our uncle that always gave you great advice. not even our father liked her. he told you before that she ain't shit. respect yourself dude.
 

Yujin

Shaman
dear a (irl),
i lied. that wasn't my last letter to you.
actually, i see more letters coming towards you.
i feel more of a loner since i've started liking you,
i've been wanting a relationship more.
it's kinda shocking, that never happened with me with my other crushes.
you took the bus because my friend took the bus instead of the train,
do you like her? is that why you don't show interest towards me anymore?
are you just trying to play with my feelings?
because darn it, my feelings are going on a roller coaster because of you.
 

Clairox

Cheesus
dear x (irl),
i cant stop thinking bout the mistake that i made i shouldn't ignore u that way,
i hate myself for doing such a thing to u, i rlly didnt mean to hurt u,
my mood was fucked up so, i really want to apologize but my shy ass wont let me to,
i miss our dead time after school, nd spending hours on memes,
my 2019 was fucked up i lost lots of good ppl but,
can u make my 2020 better, forgive me please.

f (irl),
u literally called me arrogant and a freaking cunt behind my back
and i say sike bitch
do i look like i give a single fuck? not my fault if im being myself sis
get a fucking life and stop talking shit bout me.
 
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Kumoh

EN Sentinel, MapCrew Dir. FunCorp & Fashion Squad
Sentinel
Map Crew
FunCorp
Fashion Squad
Dear x’s
You guys don’t think about me like I think about you, just like we don’t know what who and who are going through... it doesn’t hurt to talk about ANYTHING
 

Hirae

Shaman
dear x,

i feel so hopeless when i remember that someone like me can never have a future with you.
i want it to be different...
 

Kiyoharu

Kikoo Mouse *-*
x, irl

I can't have anything. You always have to ruin my day, or at least make me cry and make me feel worthless, like I don't deserve a single fucking thing. You are not my brother and you will never be. Die.
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear _,
I almost apologised to you.
And I shouldn’t.
You don’t deserve it and neither do I,
I don’t deserve to re-hurt myself over you.
The fact I let you have so much power over me, and you still do
makes me wanna slap myself
I’m dumb, I’m young & that’s all I can say
I don’t understand how I work yet
but as soon as I do,
you’re the first person I’m forgetting​
 

+sapphire+

EN Mod, Sentinel Director & MapCrew
Moderator
Sentinel
Map Crew
Dear x,
I don't what your problem is, but you need to go somewhere and stop being petty. Like, I would ask how are you and your dumb self want to respond to something else. I should have dropped the water bucket on your head you retard.
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear _,
I thought I wasn't going to let it get to me today, I woke up this morning expecting it to be a great day for the most part, then this happened and now I can't help but feel so pissed off I'm actually feeling nauseous. Thanks.
 
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