dear ➷,
i'm struggling,
not socially, not intellectually, not physically,
but mentally
i don't feel secure in myself anymore, and sure this could be an intensive mood swing but it kinda sucks
i'm happy, don't get me wrong
i am genuinely happy with the people i've surrounded myself with
i have a positive community around me
but that doesn't change the fact that i don't like myself,
and i probably sound like every other teenager on the planet,
but i don't feel shame from that because we're all entitled to hurt, for any reason
no one should ever take you emotion from you,
i have a strong grip on what i'm feeling, but i have no explanation as to why,
and to a control freak like myself, it's driving me insane
i'm struggling,
not socially, not intellectually, not physically,
but mentally
i don't feel secure in myself anymore, and sure this could be an intensive mood swing but it kinda sucks
i'm happy, don't get me wrong
i am genuinely happy with the people i've surrounded myself with
i have a positive community around me
but that doesn't change the fact that i don't like myself,
and i probably sound like every other teenager on the planet,
but i don't feel shame from that because we're all entitled to hurt, for any reason
no one should ever take you emotion from you,
i have a strong grip on what i'm feeling, but i have no explanation as to why,
and to a control freak like myself, it's driving me insane












