I'm sorry, I don't know what's the cause of this, I feel so terrible and angry at myself, I want to cry so bad I don't know what's going on with me, i'm sorry for making you mad, I guess I did deserve attitude but I just thought maybe you would understand what we talked about earlier, i'm so sorry. If i'm going to be like this I want to be solo, I can't drag you down with me, me and my emotional confused self, i'm so sorry, our relationship is falling apart because of me and I try everyday to hide my anger or annoyed thoughts but it just comes out, I don't know why i've been like this, I apologize for everything. I don't think you should be with me anymore I see you're already getting mad and annoyed of me, let me just pull away . You can do so much better, trust me, so much better . You need someone who will actually take care of you and love you and do everything you want, you need someone who would keep you happy and never sad, never mad, just happy . I thought I could do that, but I can't . I can't do anything for you anymore and I feel so helpless, so helpless I can't even help myself anymore, I don't know what has happened to me, i've just became like, this sudden angry monster, it's not at all your fault trust me, it's nobody's fault but my own for being like this. I'm sorry for being so salty I just, I don't know what's going on with me lately I feel the need to get angry at everything and anything, I can just feel all the madness and rage inside of me, I don't know why . I'm sorry, I don't deserve you anymore, I can't even keep you happy for a second without getting mad at something and taking it out on you, man i feel so bad, for myself and for whoever else i've taken my anger out on, no matter how hard I try to calm down it never works, never . I wish I could go back to being the happy and bubbly girl I was 24/7, but for some reason i'm so fired up inside, I don't know why or what the cause of this is, i'm sorry. You tell me not to leave but i'll just ruin things for you, i'll just make things worse for you, please .