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Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear ˁ ˚ᴥ˚ ˀ,
today starts the day that i get over you,
no matter the struggle or the mental harm it may cause to let go of you and what we had
it's over and i need to grow up and accept that
i need to be the person people want me to be
and that's final, so future me, if you even dare think about her, i hope you know what you're doing.
it's time to move on and help yourself, instead of sitting there waiting for her to come back.
she isn't coming back, she's done with you, so be done with her.
there's more fish in the sea, sweetheart, and it's time you realised that.
i'm sorry for what i've held myself to, because i didn't deserve it.
i deserve better than what i tell myself and that's my fault, i'm sorry to my mental health
for making myself ponder upon a girl for hours a day. i have people,
my people, and i love them so fucking much.
even the ones who annoy the shit out of me sometimes, i couldn't be more grateful for my friends.
i'm going to concentrate on school, and concentrate on being happy without her.
this is the last time i'll talk about her here, and i hope she leaves conversations everywhere for me.
she was amazing, and to me, the only option, but it's time to change that because i've turned away fucking amazingly supportive and beautiful inside-out people for her, and i know she wouldn't do the same for me now.
so i guess to everyone i've cut off or rejected, i'm sorry. you didn't deserve to be treated the way you were and i'm here to build bridges and get over my own issues. i need to move on, and it's going to happen.
and to S, i love you a lot. today was patchy but god damn i'm lucky to have you with me every step of the way.
dyeing my hair tomorrow feels like a way to get rid of the old me which is the main reason i'm getting it done, it's not for other people or my insecurities, it's for me to feel happy, truly happy again, and i can't wait.
this was meant to be small, but it wasn't.
I love my friends, heres to a late new year new me.
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear ˁ ˚ᴥ˚ ˀ,
less than a month before I see Khalid & Mabel live
I can’t wait​
 

Fitgoose

Active Mouse
dear my _s,
let me see them. don't just tell me what's wrong with them. let us see them before we can't. ure blinded by what happened in the past, wipe those eyes and look to the future before its too late
 
dear x,
you know what? i finally realize now. your twisted ways, your disgusting requests towards me. i’m done with it all. i’m gonna make the biggest comeback of my life and shatter you into microscopic pieces the way you did to me. have fun burning 🤷‍♀️
 

Chemicals

Retired EN Staff
dear ,

if i ever stood up to you, i know what you'd do. you'd tear me down, pick my faults piece by piece and make me feel guilty for all the little things i've ever done wrong. it's funny how you always compare your life to mine but you fail to realise that you and me are and forever will be two completely different types of people. i dont care what you had to do at my age and i dont care that you had it worse than me. you doing the shit that you do doesn't make you any better than the person you say you hate so much.
you bring me down so fucking much it hurts but then you're out here acting as if you're doing this to raise my self confidence. do you even know what you're doing to me? i put on this facade of being fine because i dont want you to criticise me for being "weak" or "sensitive", as you've done before. i dont want to show you that you're the person who's breaking me because i love you a lot and i dont want you to get hurt. im over here living my life, behaving carelessly, making it seem like im a modest person because if i dont put myself down first then someone else will. you made me this way but you don't know, and that just hurts even more
 

Allbombson

Pingless
Dear x
ik you will never forgive me , but just know that i did really care of you even if i wasn't here a lot for you , i have a painful work to do & a terrible life to carry that's why i'm not with you , i have many problems that makes me feel sad that's why i can't smile a lot to you
We had many problems from the beginning dont you see ,we're not made to be friends dont you see
Motherfuckers right here ruined my fuck ass life , & should respect the fact that i'll meet them every day till the end of my life
So shit please , i can't keep trying to fix this shit , you can do what you want & i'll just dont f care at all
 

Woleff

Mouse
Dear x,
I miss being together with you. They way you spoke or the way you laugh. But you found someone new so I have to keep my feelings inside. I'll try to get over you cause you seem happy with someone new.
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear ˁ ˚ᴥ˚ ˀ,
baby, they don't love you
they don't love you like that, so let it go
if only i was smart enough to figure out how to help myself stop
but that's a lesson for another day, right now i need to focus on keeping my cool​
 

Kumoh

EN Sentinel, MapCrew Dir. FunCorp & Fashion Squad
Sentinel
Map Crew
FunCorp
Fashion Squad
Dear x,
I’ll always be here no matter what my intentions may be
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear ˁ ˚ᴥ˚ ˀ,
“I’m not a killer... I’m a chef!”
is the best thing I’ve ever witnessed.
also can’t decide if I like my grades or not​
 

Narruto

Honored EN Artist
dear _,
i still think about you way too often it's hard to forget everything you've done for me. i still look back on that night and how i could've done it differently, i'm still so remorseful and i'm pretty sure you're well aware of that lol. you're truly a good person even if you don't believe it, you've gotten me through some of my toughest times and i couldn't be more grateful to have had you in my life at that time. it sucks that it had to end like that, you treated me better than anyone.
 

Jared

Cheesoholic
dear.

are you that desperate. it’s dumb.
 
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