dear t
i really miss you man. we would spend all day just chatting and laughing at horrible jokes and terrible edits, sometimes it got rough and nasty, but i didn't mind because it was with you. months of drawing advice, quoting dead memes, arguments, did it all just go down the drain? you were always there for me, listening to my honestly horrible rants and tangents, and sticking around when i got irrationally mad. honestly i love just thinking about these memories, and i wish we could've made more. like i said before, you were always there for me, but was i there for you? i don't remember a time when i was comforting you, maybe it was just that you didn't talk to me about it, but i still hold regret knowing that there were so many times i could've made your life a little more worth living. you were always the more mature and wise of us two, so i guess you had your reasons for leaving all of it behind. i'm sorry.