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Yujin

Shaman
dear x
i know you don't care but u should check my profile.
 
dear x,
you remind me of her. honestly, sometimes when i talk to you i think that it’s her and i make references or inside jokes that you won’t ever get. i wish i could tell her one last time that i miss you and i’m truly sorry for treating you the way i did back in 2015 and up until 2018 when you left for the greater good. then again, i’ll be expecting an apology from you too.
 

Meid

Pingless
Dear D

I always wanted a boy like you, one who is dying for me. Now that I have you at my feet, I'm afraid of what might happen.
 

Cyand

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
dear r
I can never make my mind up about you
god, stop flirting bc my head is getting very confused very quick​
 

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
_,
If I EVER see you. It's on sight. Someone needs to teach you a serious lesson for the fuck shit you did.
 
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Yujin

Shaman
dear h
my standards have gone down after seeing you again
 
dear irl,

for once i actually miss you. thanks for being the best. it’s not the same without you in this house. i guess our last moments for awhile was us saying goodbye to you at the TSA line. i didn’t care then but now it’s different being home. whatever. see you on christmas 😔
 

Yujin

Shaman
dear s
pls pls pls pls stop making me mad just LET ME GET NITRO FOR GODS SAKE....... i know it's your birthday and everything BUT STILL... you said i could get it when you have enough money but nitro is lit rally 5$...... pls.....
 

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
m, irl
i don't know why you think i'm gorgeous, i'm really not. wish i could see what u see. 😕
 

Tsuyuki

Well-Known Mouse
dear t

i really miss you man. we would spend all day just chatting and laughing at horrible jokes and terrible edits, sometimes it got rough and nasty, but i didn't mind because it was with you. months of drawing advice, quoting dead memes, arguments, did it all just go down the drain? you were always there for me, listening to my honestly horrible rants and tangents, and sticking around when i got irrationally mad. honestly i love just thinking about these memories, and i wish we could've made more. like i said before, you were always there for me, but was i there for you? i don't remember a time when i was comforting you, maybe it was just that you didn't talk to me about it, but i still hold regret knowing that there were so many times i could've made your life a little more worth living. you were always the more mature and wise of us two, so i guess you had your reasons for leaving all of it behind. i'm sorry.
 

+cosmix

Cheesus
x
i don’t like when your friends always jump into a game with us while we are spending time together. i don’t hate them but it makes me feel so out of place to the point i just overthink and get sad. i don’t know how to say anything without seeming controlling or overprotective but i just want time with you and only you - not you and them. Just us.
 
i'm doing so much better now
thank you for leaving. i don't know what would've become of me if you didn't force me away that day.
i'm terrified of love to the point where i'll reject it all but it doesn't matter because that kind of love is not necessary.
i wish we never met. everything would have been so much better if i never crawled back to you. even staying friends would've been better than what happened. i wish i didn't seriously fall for you. i should've known that a first love never lasts.
i still think about you often, but not in a positive or negative way. it doesn't usually affect me anymore.
if we ever run into each other please just don't bring up the past. i've repressed so many memories. i honestly can't say what might happen if i start to remember it all.
we can chat but i don't want you to lean on me. never ask for advice. you never listened and i doubt you've changed for him. i wonder? have you hurt him, too? or do you let him walk all over you? not like i care.

i can't make up my mind on how i feel about you anymore. it's not hatred, there's no anger, but i obviously don't like you. i don't know if i dislike you. i don't know. i don't care. i don't even know why i came back here, knowing there'd be a fat chance that i'd run into you.
maybe we could be friends? but maybe i just don't understand that i do hate you. i don't know.
mother taught me to forgive and forget but some things just can't be forgiven. you are and were a child, though. children are ignorant. maybe some day i can forgive you. maybe i'll forget about you entirely.

i do hope you pull yourself together and actually have a half decent life. maybe some day you'll use your damn head.

i just had to spill my late night thoughts somewhere. i hope you don't see this, but if you do, it's whatever.

i love you. i really do.
but i'm not interested in romance. i don't want a real relationship, especially not with you. i can't touch you, i can't even see or hear you. i can't reciprocate your love, my feelings are purely platonic because i'm scared. i never want to be hurt again. i never want to hurt you. you're my closest friend, you know everything, you've been through everything with me. i couldn't handle it if my stupidity ended up getting you hurt. i just want to train while you support me until i finally make it in life. i want you to make it, too. if i have to push you away from me for you to keep moving, i will. i'm scared to push you towards anything because it terrifies you, but you have to try. for me, for yourself, for your family, even for your dogs. push your parents. push for what you want because if you don't, you'll never make it. you'll never get what you want. make an effort. i know you are more than capable. please. i'll always be by your side, as long as you want me to be, as long as i deem you worthy of my presence and vice versa. i hope i make you happy sometimes. i'm sorry i can't do anything to make you feel better.
thank you for sticking around and listening to me for all these years. i really do appreciate you. i'm so sorry i ran away from you when you were at your lowest. i was hurting so bad back then, i couldn't allow myself to feel for others. protecting myself is all i can really do anymore.
 

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
_,
i've had the last straw with the fake love you're showing, it end's here and it ends now. even if i have to be the one to end it.
 

Yujin

Shaman
dear n (dsc)
omg you're like the sister i never had. you're the best person in the world i love u
 
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