j, irl
thanks for coming into my life for a few months. and then breaking my heart. thanks for convincing me to let you in. to love you. just for you to rip my heart clean out and you don't even know it. i don't know if i can even be your friend. because i wanted to be more than that. i fell in love with you. and i shouldn't have. this gives me more of a reason to shut people out again. because once i open up, they leave. thanks for that wake up call. i love you so much.