Dear F,
...
I love you.
I know I'm a dick to basically everyone, but,
When I was with you
I felt something I had never felt before
For once my shitty life had actual meaning.
But now,
You're gone.
I miss you dearly.
You were the one I actually cared about.
You're the one who made me realize what love is
You..
You....
You're the only person I've ever cared about.