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Cheesus
multiple,
It’s kind of shocking how I was doing great, all positive, happy, and all that stuff then I started to become social and all that did was make me have constant episodes of anxiety and depression.. it still is.
Oh it’s also well not too shocking that some of you turned your backs on me when I took a break from all this socializing shit. Sorry it’s tiring to be this outgoing social out there party person that I’m not.
I’m an introverted person. I need my breaks. It’s hard to act all extroverted for everyone. All it does is make me depressed.
I’m sorry none of you can see that.
I’m sorry that when I go away just for a bit all of a sudden I’m a “bitch” or “fake” or whatever else it is you want to call me.
Then again I shouldn’t be sorry.
But whatever.
 

Jared

Cheesoholic
Dear ,
I miss you and our talks. you’re so funny to.
 

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Cheesus
x,
To be honest I don’t want to bother.
All you are doing is showing me your true colors.
You know that I’m depressed plus I did it to everyone.
I thought maybe you could understand that after me telling you how depressed I am.
Whatever though. Have a good life and what not. It’s not my problem if you want to be childish over it. If I need a break from you guys I’ll take a break. If I need to disappear from all of you then I will. You wonder why I feel like more shit. You guys just do this or treat me like shit. But it’s whatever. I’ll take it. Either way I’ve tried countless of times to fix our friendship. My friendship with everyone really. But that doesn’t work out when everything just seems like it’s my fault in the end or something is wrong with me. Nor do your comments about me help me feel better in any kind of way. I’ve done my damage and you have done yours. So have a nice day and just don’t talk to me unless you really need someone. Then yeah my DMs are open. Otherwise I don’t want to bother.
 

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Cheesus
2,
I don’t know how to feel about this.
 

Bullies

Pingless
Dear 🍂,
The drama repeats like a bad record.

Dear 💞,
You're my happy place.
 
Dear x,
You're so cute and precious. I just want to cuddle and kiss you. Fuck distance 😤
 

Hokulani

Shaman
Dear MANY,

Goodbye. Please do not reach out to me. This benefits the both of us.
 

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Cheesus
k,
you fuck me up.. but I like that.
I like destroying myself until there is nothing.
 

Kumoh

EN Sentinel, MapCrew Dir. FunCorp & Fashion Squad
Sentinel
Map Crew
FunCorp
Fashion Squad
Dear r,
You’re like really cute and idc what you say my mind is set :)
 

Kysa

Cheese Artist
dear x,
thanks for making me happy, and making me laugh, and giving advice, i don't know what i'll ever do without you one day
 

Rintea

EN Sentinel & Fashion Squad Director
Sentinel
Fashion Squad
dear irl
you only talk to me when you're tryna flirt with my friend when she CLEARLY don't want you or when you want answers on assignments. then you wanna pull that "i thought we were friends" whenever i say no. miss me with that bullshit bro.
 

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Cheesus
k,
I don’t care how much it tears me up inside
I just love, need, and want you. It’s driving me crazy. I want to be yours not someone else’s.
I want to be only yours. I can’t even hate you I only think about how much I love you and everything I love about you.. only to fall more and more in love with you. Like when we stood up until 4AM and you were tired and got ready for bed I don’t know I just admire that moment so god damn much. Your sleepy face and being all tired. It fucking kills me inside but in a good way. Or the random shit you always do to try and make me happy. Fuck. I’m just addicted to you and I can’t help it. I don’t want anybody else I just want you. I’m deeply, madly, truly in love with you and it’s just driving me insane.
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
dear x,
hey,
before did you notice how nobody even realized you were alive
until i helped you become a staff member
well
sort of.
but still.
barely anyone even cared about you
barely anyone talked to you
do you remember?
now everyone is distant to me ever since i became a regular player
i bet they’ll do the same to you
ahh.. fake people
they would be better off dead
with their fake faces..
i wonder if they’d still be smiling?

omg ahh
AHHH
you’re so cute
even though i say sexual jokes
we both laugh them off
and
you’re just as disgusting
but
you’re cute
did you know that?
btw
i just sometimes wanna kiss you
and hug you all over
ahh
you’re adorable!
but no one can know my feelings..
it’ll be shit for you and me
i’d confess but what if our friendship is ruined..
you’re so cute i- AHHH
 
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