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Delos

Retired EN Staff
That was around two months ago
I don’t like you anymore
And I thought you knew that
And telling me that what I say is dumb is well,
Well I’m just telling you what I think I should tell you
It’s the best advice I can give
All you’ve ever been to me is my best friend
And as for “stealing your friends”
What the hell?
They’re my friends too
Alright
You can just keep one person to yourself
And don’t you ever tell me I LIED to you
All I ever did was tell you the truth
And you’re not happy with the truth
And you’re sick of me coming to you for help
But if I go to my other friends you accuse me of leaving you or stealing your friends
Actually
I stopped talking to you about my problems
So idk why you’re still mad about me actually trusting you?
And okay
I’m sick of you telling me
I’m a bitch, I have no brain, and other insults
It’s DUMB
if you have a problem with the fact I’m friends with people
Leave
If you were my actual best friend you’d be happy for me?
But no.
That’s how it used to be
But the second we had a miscommunication everything went downhill
All you do is ask questions
And not believe me at all
okay,,
I didn’t want to lose you because you’re one of my oldest friends
Now I’m thinking it’s for the best
I’d rather think of us as just friends instead of best friends
It’s hard
And I know we both hate it when we fight
So let’s stop
Thank you for the times that we enjoyed
It was nice
Our friendship wasn’t the best but it changed me and changed you
It was a toxic one though
Thank you for everything
If you do end up seeing this
If you’d still like to talk you have my discord and Instagram
I’d still like to talk to you
But I don’t think I can tell you my whole life anymore
We both know this can’t continue and it’ll hurt us more than trying to “heal” us or whatever
Thank you next
 

Kiyoharu

Kikoo Mouse *-*
dear x,
-
i ain't scared of you no more. try to hurt me and i'll just get stronger.
you know why? because i got those 3 best fucking friends that i love to death to support me.
something you never did.
for 6+ months.​
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
x,
you don’t get it
nobody gets it
nobody understands
and its my fault
i guess
everythings my fault
if a car kills me its my fault
cause im the one who stood infront of it
 

Fabs

Shaman
Dear _,
thank you,
i really needed to hear that from someone
you dont know how much i appreciate this--
 
I can't keep this to myself anymore, I have to tell someone else, so here it goes. Multiple of times I've written a message stating that I'll be leaving, but I didn't have enough courage to leave, so many times I've written it, so many times I almost left. But I can't, it's too hard for me to leave, it's too hard for me to send that message that I write so many times. I just can't leave everyone I've meet on here, I just can't, I'll most likely keep writing that message, but won't have enough courage to send it...
 

Saio

Pingless
dear —,

I care about everyone else and put myself last, sorry
 

Kumoh

EN Sentinel, MapCrew Dir. FunCorp & Fashion Squad
Sentinel
Map Crew
FunCorp
Fashion Squad
Dear x,
Some say that time changes. Best friends can become strangers
 

+cosmix

Cheesus
k,
I did what I said I wouldn’t do..
I don’t know if I regret it or don’t.
I just want to be yours and you be mine.
Perhaps I’m just overreacting because you only called them it once and besides that it looks like a friendship.. nothing romantic.
I think I’m losing my mind.
 

Delos

Retired EN Staff
Yeah I DONT get what you feel
Because I’m not you and I didn’t go through the things you did
And you don’t understand how I feel
And we’re not going to take the time to understand
Which is why we’re running out of each others life
None of this is your fault?
I never said so
We’re just two puzzle pieces who were forced together
Which worked until the other pieces came
Your place is different than mine
once again
Thank you for all the good and bad memories
Have a nice life
 
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