I don't feel or think as if i'm the best soulmate for you anymore, i mean really .. you don't need someone like me always dragging you down, i'm probably the worst to be in with a relationship, really sorry i know you're going to read this but it's true, and this is how I choose to tell you, this is what has been bothering me these past few days, i'm not good enough for you, for anyone, heck , i'm not even good enough to be loved, I still love you though, just i'm not really good to be with anyone, I think of it as that, sorry I couldn't tell you . You don't need me weighing you down, and you don't need me always falling asleep on you and you especially don't need me asking about who and what and everything, I mean, sometimes I can barely talk to you in calls, knowing that you think i'm the right one for you, but I know i'm not meant to be right for anyone or anything, i'm most likely a mistake . I probably get mainly cheated on and used because that's what i'm meant for, being used, nothing else . I'm not good enough for anybody, not even you, I told you . I love it how you see the opposite of things people say about me, I love how protective you get and how our relationship just clicks and we can joke about almost anything, stay up watching movies and smiling, laughing, I love all that, no i'm not letting you go, but I don't think i'm the right one for you . You deserve someone better, someone that will surely always be there for you to make you happy and the best feelings and emotions ever, and that is not me, i am plain, don't really know much about love, i just fooled around with it before, to be exact, before I had M , and once he broke me I started again, until I met you, you're special to me, but i'm a disaster for you .