Write a letter you can't send

Darkie14

Shaman
Dear,
I'm not sure how I'll explain my feelings to you, I hope you feel the same way
 

+nikgod

Active Mouse
dear x irl,
i don't understand, like, i do understand it was me who messed it all up... but i just thought too fast and i thought the best idea was to distance a bit, i was wrong. i don't want to stop talking to u. i should just understand that u're free to be with anyone u want and i don't have to be the center all the time. i just felt a bit left out or i don't know... but i know i lost u already. i know that u just got over me. i wish i could move on as u do but i just can't. i just wish i could rewind my thoughts and actions and not taking such stupid ass decision as to just end our friendship. i- what have i fucking done. what am i going to do without u? u are already past me. i just hated u being such a hypocrite sometimes, like ik u're mad at me but u still try to joke with me and stuff when u are around others. like wtf is what u want? do u want to continue our friendship? do we even had one? i considered we did but sometimes u just talk to me to look good around others and make her, x, jealous. u're my best friend and i wish i could get such silly thoughts outta my mind and just make it be like the old times, u're not a hypocrite, u are just trying to fix things but i didn't realise it. ik u told me that u moved past me and u told others too, but i believe that as i did, u just said that to hide ur feelings. i understand it and i know it because i know u well enough. i miss when we actually were best friends, and i knew i could count on u, and look for u, and talk to u.. that trust is gone and i don't know what to do to get it back. it doesn't matter how much i ask u to pardon me or how many times u try to get close to me or backwards, or even if we fix things, our friendship will never be the same as it was. sorry, these two weeks i don't know what's wrong with me. i just don't know. why did i mess everything up? it was not only your relationship, but also x and x's... at least they're trying to get close to me but i- don't feel it's the same. without u i feel empty. sorry to mess everything up. sorry. sorry, i'm just so sorry. i don't know if u're already past me?? or u just act like it?? but ugh.. i just ruined everything. that's it. i will never fix it. i know i tell everyone that u were my fake friend and with this stuff going on i just realised who my true friends were. it's half true, i took conscience of some ppl who are my friends too but.. you are also my friend. i need u. u were always there for me. why didn't i realise? sorry x.. i'm truly sorry. i will always remember ur advices and the fun times we had together... i'm sorry and i love u and wish one day we can be like before... and, from the bottom of my heart, i wish u luck with her. i hope u move on with her. and yes, i was jealous. but what? i didn't understand that she's ur girlfriend now and it's normal. sorry. i'm just a jealous ass bitch that didn't know how to react and, as always messed it up. shit.. what am i going to do now. now i just lost many friendships. especially urs. i left some friendships unsteady. is it just that i can't handle a friendship? can't i fucking keep one? u were the one to help me in these times.. and u told me that u knew that i go crazy sometimes but that u will still be there for me. but what happened? i- ugh. i don't wanna force u.. i- don't- please come back. i'm sorry for everything. i didn't mean what i said and i just overreacted. sorry.. please.. ):
 
X
The endless time we've spent together is irreplaceable. You've been stuck on what we used to be for so long and I'm fully aware that we would never work out the same way we used to. I don't think you're even the slightest bit aware of that. In the end; we both ended up treating each other horrendously. It really makes me wonder if I ever gave a fuck about you and I. Fuck you for betraying my trust. I honestly expected you to be a better person than this but I guess you’ll never fail to disappoint me. You convinced me that you were a guy worth loving. I was fine in solitude, I didn’t need comfort from others, yet despite all my protests, you destroyed my trust. The way you cowardly could not accept your mistakes once you were caught the lie that demolished us made me truthfully see straight through the act you had been putting up for months. You are the reason why I now know I deserved so much better. Turns out, none of my friends liked or appreciated you. None of them appreciated us. Nobody thought you were good enough for me. They thought you were full of yourself, annoying, and obnoxious. I’ll never know if I knew the real you since you lied to me so much. I’m sure I made a heavy impact on your life since you're still thriving off of our old conversations but you didn't make much of an impact on mine. Get your shit together. Seriously. You can be successful, you can be with another stunning significant other. Both of us can. You’re a better person than what you’re becoming. You can't be so dependent on me forever. I honestly worry about you. The amount of posts I see from you regarding me is a huge concern. Whatever happened, whatever mistakes were made, they happened and that’s it. If they went unforgiven and caused the end of a relationship, then it’s over. All you’re doing by writing a letter, be it an apology or a fuck-you, is re-living old shit that can’t be changed. There’s this silly misconception that you need to vent and unload what’s on your mind in order to feel better. That’s bullshit. Maybe you feel better in the moment, but what you’ve done is put yourself through all that stress all over again.
 

Darkie14

Shaman
Dear me,
Why can’t you say it? Why haven’t you told them yet?
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear irl,
Please learn how to take no for an answer. You are making me extremely uncomfortable and you need to seriously stop, I was nice this time, but next time you better watch your ass or I won't be so nice. Besides, I know you're a playboy, I know you're desperate and just want to be with someone to look "cool", well let me tell you, if you dare set one God damn hand on me again I'll make you unrecognizable. Leave. Me. Alone. It's getting uncomfortable and annoying, so please, stop.
 

Mcpatrick

MAH CHEESE!
dear , (irl)
learned to be lowkey about everything nowadays because everyone’s up on your business. especially you.
 

Sleepyheadx

MAH CHEESE!
Dear_.
Don’t be messing with my feelings, they’re sensitive.
 
X [IRL]
Doing your job for you is becoming tiring
 

Kalani

Cheesoholic
I question if you even know what you're doing to me. I honestly can't fucking believe you, I understand you're upset, I do. But really? You promised me I didn't do anything to you, when I so clearly did. If I didn't do anything then why'd shit end up like this? Why didn't you let me make things better? Loving you has become so mentally draining, but I'd seriously do anything for you, and you're just gonna throw all of that away? Maybe I wasn't good enough, or maybe you weren't ready. I'm certain about one thing, you're dangerous. We have had a rough past together, but I've managed to completely forget about everything because I fucking loved you? I loved you more than everything, and all I ever wanted was for us to be happy together, but that's gone too. Somehow our relationship always goes into flames, no matter how hard I try to make it work out. Guess fourth try wasn't a charm, huh?
 

Cryaotic

¡Ándale! ¡Ándale!
REMINDER
This is literally called “write a letter you can’t send”. Stop writing letters to yourself.​
 

Jiane

EN Sentinel & Mapcrew
Sentinel
Map Crew
Dear x,
We can’t send the letters, so it makes sense-
Dear a,
Why do you have so many friends, and like so many people love you-
You relate with everyone, everyone likes you, nobody hates you...
You’re smart, talented, funny, you make everyone happy..
But yet.
You fell hard for me once.
I’m your best friend.
The one you trust the most.
How could someone as perfect as you
have someone as messed up as me
as all those things?
It just.. Doesn’t make sense.
I don’t get it.
 

Silverookami

Kikoo Mouse *-*
Dear T (irl),
Do you really want to know why I won't talk to you? Do you really want to know why i try to avoid you? Well, have you ever thought about not being a creep? Have you ever thought about how desperate, self-centered, and annoying you can be? You expect everyone to like you, you think you're so strong, well let me tell you this, back. Off. I am not interested in you, I do not like you, and never will like you after all of those creepy and uncomfortable things you did, so leave. Me. Alone. Besides, I like someone else, so lay off.
 
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