Dear _,
Stop. Just stop. I've had enough of being hurt over and over. This isn't fucking fair in the slightest. I said I'm sorry, what more do you want? A postcard saying "I'm sorry I fucked your life up"? At this point, I'm done. I regret what I did, you know that. So why? Why still act like I'm not worth talking to? I just want to talk - is that so much to ask? I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want to see you go. Yet this is what happens. I'm trying, but I need something from you too, because I've had enough of being the person who has to make the effort when the other does too.
So just stop. If you want me to change, you need to too. I'm sorry, but that's the way it is. We either both put effort in or we give up. It doesn't work just one way. I don't want to give this up, but I also don't want to do all the work. So please, just gimme a hand. That's all I ask.
Dear _,
Thank you for everything. Really. You've been a massive help recently, and I just cannot thank you enough. I don't know where I'd be without you.