I feel very bad but I don't want to tell anyone.This is hurting them.They are hurt when they can not solve my problems.They tell me what to do ...But that's not easy.Every day I listen to the hurtful words.These are not about the appearance.Different things..
I'm sorry, but I will not tell you my problems for the good of all of us.The problem isn't that you worry about me.The trouble is I'm hurting you like this.See you...
I don't want to make you anymore afraid than you already are, but I really want to tell you why and how much I need your care right now. I am so terribly ill. But again, I don't want to scare you, or scare you away.
I'm constantly beaten up emotionally by you,
and i never do shit about it.
You're so toxic,
but I love you so much
Now you're unattainable,
and thats my bad,
but I'm so tired of protecting your feelings.
That's not my fucking job.
Where are you?I wanted to tell you.To all of you.If you will go,not approach.So you're going now?Okay...I was expecting speech."I will miss you" Is that all?You're going after all the days we did not talk.Why?!Why?Of course you didn't see my messages, I sent you a message.This is my virtual second friend who left me.The other didn't say goodbye.But guess you...didn't."I will miss you" Is it considered?