i hope i'm making the right decision by hoping that there might be a chance of you returning these stupid happy feelings i have for you as well.
i also hope you stop stressing yourself out so much. it's bad for your health, especially when you've already got lots of things going on.
take care of yourself, dear.
I'm so tired of being afraid of messing up. So, so tired. I've been worrying myself about a simple slip-up regarding you since last week and I can't deal?? Lmao. I'm starting to wonder why I only get worse when I'm around you, though... Maybe you're really not good for my health.
I miss you so much it hurts.
Why did you have to leave me?
I can't bring up the courage to say hello when you come to see your little sister.
When I even just think about you I break down inside.
I'm not who you think I am.
Do I love you?
...Do you even think about me?
...Do you know I even exist?
dear, I'm so sorry I'm sorry it seemed like I was playing with your feelings all I wanted was for you to not be hurt and look what fucking happened i messed up, again but no one expects any more from me.