Why do I feel this way? At times i'm happy, the next i'm upset, and I don't know why either, but it's really getting annoying. At times I just want to give up but I want to continue being there for my friends and make sure I am a good friend to them, but it feels like it never works, it feels like people are getting tired of me and that sooner or later people will start finding better people, which is what i'm fine with, I want them to make new friends and continue forward, but it still hurts knowing that could happen.. why do I feel so alone and helpless, I try to stay happy for my friends so they are happy too and try to help them through everything but.. I don't know.. it just hurts everday and it just feels like everything is failing and soon nothing I do will work.. something bad will happen and soon... I just hope it's not as bad as what my gut is telling me...