Dear, _
You're still on my mind a lot, don't know if that's a good thing or not. So many songs remind me of you. Don't really know if I should just keep ignoring my feelings and learn to get over it or just confront them. This pretty much just feels like an addiction, I'm getting the ''withdrawal symptoms''. Are you even good for me though? Am I good for you? Some days I feel like we're healthy together and other days I don't. All these emotions are extremely draining, I'm exhausted. I know sometimes I put on this facade and act like I'm OK or that I don't care, but I'm actually hurting inside. I just don't want anyone to see that sensitive and vulnerable part of me. I'm confused and frustrated with myself, I want to speak to you again.