dear ,
i really hope that this works out. for the both of us. i know i love you, but.. i just don't trust myself. i don't. i have a feeling that i'm going to fuck it up. again.. it's always the same thing. it's always me. my attitude, the way i say things. i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. i want to be happy. i am happy. with you. but i have this sharp pain in the pit of my stomach that's kind of thinking that maybe i will. if i say or do anything to hurt you, please, please just tell me. please..