Write a letter you can't send

Colada

Active Mouse
Dear _,
Why wont you respond to my texts, are you cheating on me?
If so we are done.

Xoxox
My real name
 
dear nobody in particular.

i have honestly just given up.
i just don’t have the energy to do anything anymore.
im either hurting all the time, or just can’t feel anything at all.
im slowly becoming confined to my own bed.
slowly, very slowly detaching from my phone. slowly being detached from life itself.

until i just get up one day and end it all.

i feel as if nobody should feel the need to care about me anymore.
it even hurts to see people care because i know what’s going to become of me very soon. i know what’s going to happen.

but i’ve just stopped caring.
i don’t even care about how people would feel if they figured out that i ended my own life.
i’m so selfish.
i don’t want to hurt anyone, though. i just want to end everything. that’s all i want. to disappear. things just would be better for me if i just vanished off the face of the earth entirely.

why would you go out of your way to fix something that can’t even be fixed?

let me think of some sort of metaphor.

lets say you have a new toy.
lets say it is very fragile.
lets say, one day, it breaks.
do you just tape it back together and watch it fall apart, or do you replace it with something new?
you’ll forget about the toy in the next few years anyway.
i don’t even understand why people still talk to me.
it really hurts to laugh with them, knowing soon that they’d never be able to laugh with me again.
but maybe they don’t know it will be the last.
question: do you really think a suicide helpline would save me?
i don’t know.
why would you want me to live anyways?
all of you have watched me slowly fall apart over the past year.
why do you want me alive, to watch me cry myself to sleep at night? to watch me suffer?

i’m sorry.
please don’t reach out to me about this.
i hate feeling the tears stream down my face all of the fucking time.
 

Meid

Pingless
Dear .

If you would pay more attention to me when I tell you how I feel, you would know what is happening to me.
 

Mcpatrick

MAH CHEESE!
dear ,
fuck off this shit is done. knew you’d only use me to your advantage. can’t even send a text huh saying sorry?
 

Jasbear

Cheesus
Dear P
MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY, CAN'T YOU SEE A MAN TRYING TO GET CLOSE AND MAKE MOVES WITH HIS GIRL, YOUR ASS BE IN THE WAY, IDGAF IF YOU'RE HER BESTFRIEND, BITTTCHHHH ILL SLAP YOU WITH WITH A FISH
 

Koyi

Cheesoholic
i,
I don’t give anything such as SUPPORT cough unless I get something back
 

Ilysfm

Mouse
everyone,
4 hours, i promise. then i'll get out of your lives, "finally", i know.
 
dear x
feels good
dear x
more than tired of your bullshit
dear x
i love u and im so glad that we talked
 

Woleff

Mouse
Dear x,
you hurt me so much but I keep crawling back to you.
Dear, T
I love you so much you precious little muffin ?
 
dear, av (irl)
it’s worthless to tell me you care, because of all people i know you really don’t. your christian ass doesn’t even respect my sexuality, so why would you give a shit if i die?

dear, g (irl)
i dont want to talk to you.
stop messaging me.

dear nobody in particular,
i forgot how to love.
i forgot how to be happy.

every day i just feel... numb.
 
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