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Kitsilulu

Pingless
Dear G,
Yeah I may have done things in the past. And yes I made you VERY uncomfortable. And I do regret it because you tried to stand me for a while and I made you loose your patience. I do need to move on yes, and I know we won't be friends ever again. You made that very clear. So I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Do what you want to me, I do deserve it, because I was wrong, and you were right. I'm now only starting to realize it too. Yes I did needed to change, and I did. I'm different now but I do have to prove it to you don't I? Either way it's done and over with and I just needed this off my chest. Just..
Have a good day.
Bye.
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear K,
Hey it's in the past, don't worry about it. I've changed a lot too
during our time not as friends, but I've gotta learn to move on
from the past and see the new things and people. I don't hate
you and I don't have some long-lasting grudge for you anymore.
We both said things we shouldn't have said then and it's all
good now. And hey, I'm willing to give another go at our friendship.
I mean, what do we got to lose? I'd be happy to give it another shot.
 

Jimin

Cheesus
dear a,
i was hoping after a long while, maybe we could give eachother another chance at being friends, only if youre willing to...
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear irl J,
February 18th is coming up. That will mean it's been six years since you died. I can still hear your voice when you told me to not cry so much. I remember when you taught me how to play the piano. I remember when you taught me how to be myself. I remember when you told me my real smile was beautiful. I hope you're proud of me wherever you're at. I'm doing my best to fulfill your final wish. Maybe after I complete it I'll kill myself or something to be with you in Heaven but sadly I'll probably end up in Hell for all the pain I've caused people. I guess I am kind of heartless like my grandparents said. But hey sweetheart, I love you a lot. Is it nice up there? Hope you're not choking on your halo or ripping your wings apart. Not like you need those things though as you are beautiful without them. Can't wait to see you and it'll be soon. I know you said saying things like that is bad, but my promises are the only thing I will ever live up to. I know I'm bad news but you still stayed with me until the end. Your death made me hate dogs a lot but I'm warming up to them now even though they make me cry a little bit. Your wish still remains with me though darling don't worry. I'll never stop until it's truly fulfilled and then you may rest in peace. Hope Heaven's beautiful and protecting your big heart and soul. I"m going to visit your gravestone tomorrow and leave flowers, you know, the marigolds that make my allergies become really bad. I'm gonna spend a week coughing for you. This really is a letter I can't send but this topic is my way to make me feel like you are reading it, it makes a soft spot grow inside my heart. Thank you for everything and all the concern you showed me before you passed and now. I still think about you all the time that my heart aches and I sometimes cry in my classes because of the grief I still feel for not being there for you when you needed it the most, on your deathbed. The place where you had your funeral shut down a few months back which kind of sucks but hey, the owner is still around and she contacts me once in a while. I still have those dry marigold-flower petals in a plastic bag you gave me on your 10th birthday too. I think it's about time I take them to your grave to stay there. When I die, I want to be buried right next to you with the same flowers on my gravestone. That or I'll get myself cremated and then have my ashes buried by you, not sure which one I like more. But anyways I hope you're okay and I'm sorry if I cry when I go see your grave but I can't help seeing someone so beautiful and perfect five feet underground probably shredded flesh and bones and fully-rotten skin. It hurts, but at least you're in a better place than living in this hell of a generation. Thank you for everything. Rest in peace.
 

Venipede

Well-Known Mouse
dear p,
why were you avoiding me today? i mean, maybe you weren't, but it really seemed like it.
maybe i pissed you off? im sorry. sorry for being so annoying. maybe you'd be better off without me.
dear g, (irl)
i cant believe we share so much in common holy shit.
sorry for judging you on your looks? i should have given you a chance in the past, (1 because judging you on how you look is shitty by itself , but 2. i never knew how you acted but at least i find it in myself to give you a chance entirely and im happy about that)
you're really fucking cool though and i only like going to school now to talk to you and 2 others
the three of you make me happy and i should have given you all a chance
theres still one ... annoyance... when i walk into the school building, though.
L.
but i dont want to talk about her, because talking about her makes me angry.
but anyways, the fact that you ask me how im doing and genuinely care is really nice. its nice to know someone WANTS to know how i feel..
((also i should really thank a for buying me something to eat at lunch when i didnt have anything, that was really nice of her))
 
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Dear ,
What's the point of acting like you're the shit whenever you're around people who don't know me or higher-ups. Whenever we talk, whether it be through a profile conversation or a thread, you act like a total piece of shit.You're such a bullshitter, you're not achieving anything LOL.
 

Sleepyheadx

MAH CHEESE!
Dear,
I’d bet you’re that desperate, for someone how pathetic lmao. That’s why we’re done with this friendship I’m not friends with “hoes” c:
 

Mcpatrick

MAH CHEESE!
dear , (irl)
i hope you move out of the school boundary so i don’t have to see you ever again.
 

Saggitars

Little Mouse
Dear asshole,
I'm sorry that you think I'm a hoe for liking someone that isn't an asshole dickhead like you. I deserved better than your bullshit. That's why I moved on. You're the one who said that you were over me, but then when I mentioned Jackson you get mad at me. As always. Why can't you just grow the fuck up and be happy for me? You call me a hoe? Excuse me, but I've caught you MANY times flirting with other girls. I can't trust you, and you know we don't make a good couple anyway. So why get mad over it? Looks like you're the desperate one, sweetie. Happy V-Day lmao
 

Pineabble

Well-Known Mouse
Dear x,
You know you'll come crawling back lmaooo (I'm saggitars BTW) Like you always do. Yeah. I'm desperate pfft.
 
Dear A and M,
Because of the both of you, I have anxiety.
Because of the both of you, I have bad thoughts that constantly swirl my head when you talk to me.
Because of the both of you, I constantly fucking doubt the way I treat people.
Because of the both of you, I doubt my own feelings.


You both caused me to doubt my current relationship.
Do you know how much that fucking hurts?
You don't, because you both don't care.


Before you both came back, I was fine. I was happy with J!
And I still am, don't get me wrong.
But the MINUTE A showed back up, I broke down. I panicked.
My heart pounded heavily with the stitches you both put in it.
Then M showed up.


I honestly wanted to fucking cry to J. I couldn't fucking believe it.
The 2 people who constantly made me doubt my own self esteem and confidence in a relationship had showed back up.
And my anxiety returned with you guys, too.
Now, I'm getting constant swirling thoughts in my head.
"You don't love J." "You're faking it." "She pushes you away because you're too clingy." "You're the worst person that J could be with."
DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING LONG IT TOOK TO FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN?
BECAUSE OF THE BOTH OF YOU, I'M NOT MYSELF.
BECAUSE OF THE BOTH OF YOU I HAVE A CRIPPLING FEAR OF LOSING J!
AND IT'S ALL.YOUR.FAULT.
DO YOU THINK I WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY?
TO FEEL LIKE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE I TRULY CARE ABOUT?
...
No.
Because the both of you never bothered to care how I truly felt.
Maybe M did, but I can't speak for A's actions.
I don't want to feel so unhappy.
I want to be there for J.
But I just can't be myself.
Because you showed back up in my life.
And now it feels like there's a new tear in my heart.
 

Saggitars

Little Mouse
Dear x,
I'm so sorry if I reject you. I don't want to, really I don't. But I have this "friend" who keeps me away from the people I love. Just like my dad. Keeping us away from people. I just want you to know that I do truly love you and I would love to date you. Im just busy trying to make "him" change. He gets jealous and can't help himself. But ilysm <3 Happy V-Day! Would love to be spending it with you right now...
 

Koutarou

Shaman
Dear _,
i dont give a single flying fuck

dear _,
are you happy for me? are you proud of me?
i finally removed myself from the sidelines where i usually sit on,
just waiting for someone

dear _,
you know the drill.
you should've done it now.
you fucking asshole.
 

Neurological

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _(irl),

Seeing you bring your hopes up on finally telling your crush how you feel, I'm glad but...
Knowing from a first person perspective, I was just left ignored, I hope she doesn't do the same to you.
She looks modest and a nice person to be around, especially from what you've told me about her;
I'm worried that your heart will shatter. If this happens, I'm right here with open arms and a pat on the back.

No one should have to feel heartbreak.
 

Aesthetic

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _ irl
I may not be perfect to you, but I am to her. If you really think that your religious rants are affecting me now; they're not. You just need to learn to stay away from me. I yelled at you to shut up, and you have. Now you just need to stay away. Trust me, no matter how much you say "I agree with homosexuality", I know you don't agree with mine. You say your religion stops you; no it really doesn't. You know Josh, don't you? He's religious, isn't he? He agrees with who I am and who I love. You don't. You might be bisexual, but you'll always be a bitchy hypocrite. I don't have any issues with you being religious, just so you know. I think its always best to believe in something. Just stop shoving it down my throat that your religion "stops you" from accepting who I love. What if you end up dating someone of the same? Would you not agree with them, too? If so, that's sick. What if the love of your life is actually the same? Boy or girl, it won't matter. You could easily throw away who you love because of who they are.
If you do, you really are a bitch.
 
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