Write a letter you can't send

Baalberith

Retired EN Staff
dear __,
how do I bring myself to tell myself what's really going on? maybe I'm just stupid, I want to ask you so many things but I can't because we don't really know eachother.
Man, this sounds so strange out of context, doesn't it? But you don't even know what this forum is man.

dear __,
You make me want to break down and sob as I tear my hair out. You make me want to punch the walls. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CURL UP AND DIE.
please stop
i'm doing my best, even though you don't know it. please.
 

Corpse_husband

MAH CHEESE!
dear j,
I miss you
And I don’t know where in my heart but I wanna say I love you.
I just wanna see you again, I just wanna talk to you again.
You’re my best friend and always will be okay?
Talk to me anytime.
 

Mcpatrick

MAH CHEESE!
dear ,
i just noticed you deleted me on skype and removed me as a friend on discord, brain washed much? i honestly don’t care anymore but we’ll see if karma comes around.
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _,
Let's see you try to deal with going what I'm through, if you think everything can be fixed. You wouldn't last an hour.
 
dear ,
honestly i don’t know if ur doing this for attention or what but u keep lying and hurting us and it needs to stop
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _,
I'm fucking done holding back with this rage inside of me. You need to MAKE UP YOUR MIND.
"I'm quitting guys ://" and then you come back just a little bit later as if nothing happened.
I fucking CUT because of this shit and then you're still here as if nothing happened? What the hell?
I and others warned you about _ but oh look at you crawling back to them over and over! You really are oblivious.
What actually happened to the sweet girl I actually loved and who is this cold liar that replaced her?
I don't want you to quit, I don't want you to stay. This is actual hell to go through because I still care about you so much but I doubt I even mean anything to you now. Maybe we shouldn't have began talking again in August after the drama in late July. I should have kept you blocked and unfollowed on everything. But I couldn't because I still loved you. Then you go off saying that you don't think I care about you? You really do not know how much I thought of you all the time and I would reread our text messages all throughout the night. You meant so damn much to me and now? This isn't a game of cat and mouse, it's a game of cat and cat. You have effected me and others in good and bad ways, and suddenly bad ways are becoming dominant. Aw I bet you'll respond like your little boy toy and be like "im not going to read all of that :/" or "ok". It's really pitiful. Stop trying to act high and mighty. You will NEVER regain my trust. I'm done with this game. Just, never talk to me again. Don't even waste your petty little time to respond to this letter because you damn right know that it's for you and only you. Let's just quit our little game and never speak again, okay? You're turning out to be like some of the snake friends you have. You make me sick.
 
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Kitsilulu

Pingless
Dear,
Why does everybody leave me? You left me alone to cry, you weren't ever my friend were you?
 

Atheris

Little Mouse
Dear F,
You know, after that entire fiasco with me leaving, I felt guilty with how I reacted to you. I really did. I realized that I was driven by blind rage and didn’t think about the consequences of all my rash choices. You claim you have a temper, but I think I was the real one throwing all those hissy fits, so I’d like to apologize. Your words have inspired me to take everything seriously. While I still might be into things that might be seen as useless to me in the future, I still try to keep my goals as the main destination.

You, unintentionally, whipped me into shape. I’ve taken hold of my life in general, and I’m actually taking it seriously. Lazing through my life will get me absolutely no where, and you were the person to bring it to my attention. Even if it seems like I hate you, I’ve realized that I only did because I was so stubborn to know what was best for me. I wish maybe one day we can talk, but I think with you being an official, and how sour our last encounter was, maybe it might never... I’d still like to thank you and apologize anonymously though, it’s better than keeping quiet about this.

and, uh, kind of a weird thing to say, but, stay safe. you’re doing a great job with things, man.
 
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