Dear T_(IRL),
Oh dear god here I go again, doubting myself on what's going on inside of my head. Today during the art exam I couldn't stop looking at you, in a admiring and humorous way of course, it was even more funny when you accidently made your art book fall off the edge of the table. The weird thing is that I feel really comfortable talking to you and that I could go on forever, constantly chatting and being silly, but the one thing I'm still stuck on...
Is this really a crush or just an infatuation? I remember thinking of that from our last sports day in year 10, and how much company you meant to me. I'm worried I'll fall under the same trap again with my former crush in our same year, I don't want my expectations to go too high again, you could honestly be more than a friend to me and I'd love that, I still have a fear of denial though.
If I were to ask you to the prom, would you say yes?
Dear D_(IRL),
I keep SAYING THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN, EVERYTHING IS DIFFICULT, YES SOME THINGS EXCEPTIONALLY HARDER BUT UNDERSTAND THIS, YOU'LL HAVE TO LEARN TO GET THROUGH IT ANYWAY. You thought what you were doing in the mock art exam was hard? You were sat in front of me and you should've seen what I had been doing, including that it was done on A2, all you had to do was just draw and shade your work (two in fact) while I was stuck painting and having to mix various of textures and colours, compare that.
Also you made the same mistake twice in the exam again. If anything is hard for you just ask a teacher or a student nearby, you don't need to say it aloud for the whole world to hear, you managed to get to where you are so at least make the effort and realise you do have the potential.