Dear ,
I don't understand how you can lie about something so blatantly and get away with it, without any mixed emotions. I respect you but I will never be able to understand where you're going with these things.
Dear ,
I want to talk to you, I really want to talk to you. I made the wrong decision too often and really don't deserve your kindness but I miss you so much. I'm so sorry.
Dear ,
I wasn't toying with you, I really liked you a lot at the time?? I've lied so much that I honestly don't expect or want you to forgive me but I'm sorry. I was comfortable with you and I didn't think that it would actually hurt you, I wasn't considering your feelings. This is genuinely something I don't think I could ever forgive myself for, I missed a lot of amazing opportunities. You're very sweet and honest, you could have reached out for someone easier to understand but you still stuck with me until I left you. Even now I'm entirely hesitant, confused and unsure of myself, you accepted that and I am greatly appreciative for that. I'm sorry for doubting you too, you clearly deserved someone so much better than me. I'm glad you're well and I hope you continue to be. Thanks for worrying for me.
Dear ,
Please stop apologizing, I feel really guilty. You had no wrong intentions, the results were very bad obviously but you still didn't mean any of it. I wasn't thinking clearly, I had wanted it to happen until it did. I wanted to do this for myself but you're not allowing me to. I want to get it through to you that I don't want this, I have good friends like you. I am appreciative of them and you but I didn't want to have to make them this way and I don't want to be this way, I want to change. I didn't want it to hurt you to end up in such a fortunate position. I don't want to continue to do so. I'm sorry for everything, and I'm very grateful for you but I can't continue.
Dear ,
I will never understand how you can think so highly of me when you think so lowly of yourself. Please endure your own differences, I'm sorry for holding you down with mine.
Dear ,
I understand what you were saying to me now, thank you.