Write a letter you can't send

Koyi

Cheesoholic
dear _,
you said you didnt want to lie anymore
then why were you acting like you cared
when you just said you were happy
 

Aesthetic

MAH CHEESE!
dear _
dude im begging you to read the emails i sent
u even asked for the chapter i sent wyd !!!
(also im sending chp 2 in a bit, maybe u might have it by Sunday but idk yet)

Dear _,
I wish things were still the way they were back in November. I miss those times, and I'm honestly sobbing over the fact that I've lost them. I know that you won't really trust me again, I know that you won't really like me again. I don't blame you. I just wish I could still come to you if anything is wrong, but I can't. I can't, because I don't want you to feel used. I don't want you to feel like I'M using YOU. It's horrible, knowing I did that to you, and now I can't help but take it out on myself.
I hate this fucking life., goodbye...
 
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Kellita

Gin Fizz
Dear ,
There’s ups and downs, even hurts and pain, and there’s happiness .
But all of this help us become better people.
At least in my world, it does .
 

Lyhn

Little Mouse
Dear ,

Honestly you are the cutest thing ever I'm not able to say this to you now I want to give you your space but we're thinking of this in two different ways. I can't believe I'm the special one to be with you, you're hard working and doing many things irl I never met anyone online that can do like you. We've shared tears that one night you shared your horribleness past history to me and how I can relate on most of it. We shared laughs with each other other the phone saying the most dumbest shit to our clan members and our friends. ALSO stop clan hopping like a grasshopper from doorstep to doorstep. Ugh you're my 10-22-17 and I'm so thankful of that! You're so smart and you even product your music and make time for the studio sometime boyyy ? I can't believe I threw that tantrum im surprised nothing broke really lmao I'm sorry for being bitchy and I just want you to know I fucking loveeeee you I LOVE YOU you're not only cute you're so much more I can say! ❤❤
 

Aesthetic

MAH CHEESE!
Dear W,
I miss us talking every day, and I really hope we can do that again. Probably not through Discord, but maybe through something else? If not, that's cool, but I really miss what we had. I miss the jokes, the laughter. I miss being a good friend to you, and I want to make it up to you. I don't know how, but I can promise you this; I'm not going to forgive myself for it until I've proven it to you. Until I've proven that you mean everything to me, that I love you with all my heart and that that will never change.

If you choose that we can't talk that often, that's okay. I just hope things go well for you, and Ill be leaving MForum if that's the case - the only real reason I'm here is so I can actually contact you and to be my pathetic, irritating, bitchy and selfish fucker of a person that I am, I suppose?

See you round.
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _,
Then all of your friends
They’d try to kill us
But only because
They’d be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella’s
 

Kellita

Gin Fizz
Dear M,
I think a part of me will always have some kind of feeling towards you and it sucks cause you’ve been dead on me and i’ve been waiting for you to come back and at least tell me you’re happy with someone else now . I didn’t deserve you, and I rarely say it cause i’m usually the gem in the relationships but you were a diamond in mine .
 

Satanic

Cheesus
Dear_,
No I'm not okay.
I just want to be something,
I don't wanna be nothing.
No I'm not alright.
I'm just barely getting by.
But I'll tell you I'm just fine,
So you'll leave me alone.
---
Dear _(irl),
They say I'm way too obsessed
And I've got nothing left
And I'm not quite there yet
But those words they'll regret
I've been through some injuries
Mentally and physically
Studied them religiously
So I don't repeat history.
 

Nylon

Mouse
Dear,
I know.
Every life’s a movie..
we got different stars and stories,
we got different nights and mornings.
Our scenarios ain’t just boring.
I find this movie very amusing,
everyday, I want to shoot it well.

But you know, sometimes I really really hate myself,
to be honest, quite often, I really hate myself.
I just stand there with the familiar darkness
.
 

Nylon

Mouse
Dear,
Oh, please don't take my heart.
It'll freeze your hands and turn you to stone. ♥
 

Gryphon

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _,
Stop saying everything is ok. It's not.
Stop saying things will get better. It won't.
Stop smiling at me. That makes me cry more.
Stop talking to me. That makes me angrier.
Stop texting me. I don't need your pity.
Stop fucking with me. I don't need snitches in my life.
Stop holding my hand. I hate you.
Stop scolding me. You don't help me.
Stop lying to me. I'll lie right back.
Stop ranting to me. I don't care about your problems.
Stop laughing at me. It's painful to hear.
Stop existing. That'd make life beautiful.
Stop everything you do. That would make everything clear.
 

Aesthetic

MAH CHEESE!
Dear _ (irl)
Why does everything I do seem wrong to you? Why do you scowl at me every time I so much as move wrong, or get a question wrong?
It fucking hurts, man. So maybe you should shut the fuck up for once.
 
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