Write a letter you can't send

Miaaxox

Mouse
dear ,
don’t try.

dear ,
i don’t really have any feelings for anybody at all .
but there’s something about u and I just can’t let u go , it hurts.
 

Season

Pingless
Dear_,
I fuck up too much. I hurt you and I drag you down with me. That's the opposite of what I wanted to do. So. I'm letting go. Run away from me. I know you want to. It'll help you anyway. I'm a waste of space. I'm hardly ever myself. I'm becoming toxic for the people around me, and I hate it. I hate it so much. And I can't forgive myself for it anymore. I started my bad habits again. I started lying again. I've just become my old self again. The part of me I tried to run away from. Ignore. Push away. Block out. But they've found their way in again. And I'm crumbling down again. You shouldn't be here for me. You shouldn't try to help. You should just leave.
 

Peachiie

Cheesus
"I know you'll never see this.

But I love you.

And I know you know this.

But I care too much about you to the point where sometimes when I talk to you it feels like I'm just adding to a list of ways I'm destroying my self-esteem because I've done shit like this before.

I fall for someone.

And completely ruin everything for them.

It feels like I put my priorities in front of others and knowing you don't see that side of me hurts me harder.

Because you make me feel complete regardless.

I just can't keep doing this with myself.

Eventually I'm just going to turn into the person I was before.

And you'd never care for me.

The hardest thing is that;

I'd lie so much I don't even understand what I'm saying.

Is it true or not?

Because sometimes it feels like I can't breathe.

And I just want to care for you.

Because I know you go through shit.

And sometimes I'm an asshole about it.

I don't wanna be the one to destroy your friendships or relationships.

But it feels like that's the person I am.

I don't wanna pull you away from others.

Because it feels like my feelings overtake your's.

I don't want my thoughts and feelings to be on top of your's.

Because mine are the most damaging."
-
Wrote this to someone on Discord.
Because I know they'd never see it.
And knowing this how I really feel about them makes me feel like I have damaged myself and them.
 

Jasbear

Cheesus
Dear,
A heart is like a glass stone
Drop it and it's unfixable
Care for it and it's safe
Mines already been dropped
I hope yours stays safe.
 

Neurological

MAH CHEESE!
DEAR J (IRL), stop. Grow up for once and at least act your age, not your shoe size. Your attitude and behaviour is just disappointing me, YOU'RE 13 YEARS OLD!
 

Daichi

Retired EN Staff
dear r,
you're absolutely pathetic.
don’t be coming in and dragging your friend into business just because you can’t stand up for yourself, lmao.
get out with your pity party
 

Journeys

Shaman
Dear ___, (IRL)
Heh, what is this? What are we? Are we a thing? I don't think so.. I sure wish we were! But, I don't know.. You've been through a lot, I can tell. But, haven't we all? You and I haven't had any history, but I still feel like I know you. You may call me childish and immature if you'd like, but I still feel that way, y'know?
It hasn't even been three months yet, but you and I have became friends in a place I thought we never would. You've changed, but you've changed in a good way. I hope you think the same way about me. During these past few months, I've thought a lot about you. The old days we had back in the classroom, playing around, all care-free. I miss that.. Growing old sucks, heh.
But, I hope that, someday, I'll have the bravery to talk to you for more than just a few minutes. Maybe things can change?


Dear ___, (in-game)
Well, hello again.. You've changed. You've changed too much.. This is just painful to watch, and I wish I could go back to when we were better than this. But I can't.. The only thing I can do is watch the past slowly disappear. I wish I could tell you how much I miss you, and how much I love you. Or- loved you.. Now, it's all so different. We've both went out separate ways, which i regret.. Do you regret it?
All I've ever known was how to be happy and positive, but now I think that it'll be different. I've went down some roads I can't go up again. You and I are so different now, and if I could tell you everything that's happened to me in these past few months, you'd probably want to erase everything about us from your memory. But, nobody will ever know. If you and I were still friends, would you still love me? Would you still listen to me? Would you? I guess I miss you more than I think, but I know I'll move on.
You and I have been through a lot, and now we've said good-bye. You rarely ever talk to me now, and I rarely ever talk to you. When we do, it's just depressing. But, you and I will never be the same, will we? Because, people change.. We all change as we go on and grow older. So, as our old memories pass away, I hope you'll still remember me, old friend..
 

Nekogf

Pingless
Dear _,
I just want everything to be okay again
--
Dear _,
Well I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this: the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
 

Sweetkiss

Active Mouse
dear *friends name*,
I bleached my hair and i have 5 different colors in it now. The colors are white, blond, red, light brown and dark brown.
and then my sister made me make my self have bangs so now i guess i have them. She likes how it looks on me. Me?
Not much, don't really like it and at the same time i like it.
 

Sushixfairy

Little Mouse
Dear ___ (Irl), Sometimes I feel like You forget me, But I still feel like you are the best friend I ever had....
 
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