Dear J(irl),
JUST STOP, OK?? I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU MULTIPLE TIMES AND YET YOU WON'T EVEN LISTEN TO MY POINT, YOU KEEP CONSTANTLY DENYING YOUR PROBLEM AND IN SOME WAY YOU WON'T LET ME HELP AT ALL, THEN WHAT CAN I DO? SIT AROUND AND WATCH YOU WALLOW IN YOUR OWN ANGER IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER SCREEN UNTIL YOU BREAK DOWN AND FALL UNCONSCIOUS?
No, I really care about you and too much for that matter, you're my brother and I don't just want be a bystander to your problem, your anger problem, isn't that what a sister is for? someone to confide in and able to express how you feel? But you always shut me out with this issue..
Anger is an emotion, while harmless at first but once you begin to harness its power and strengthen its destruction, it can develop into something even more worse and even more harmful to your own health + it destroys your family relations, friendships, and THAT'S HOW POWERFUL ANGER WILL TAKE YOU! Anger won't help to secure a job or assist you in your academic success, all it does is get you into serious trouble and even to the point where an exclusion can be taken out; You were so close to being excluded from school because of a bullying issue and someone purposely blamed you for something you didn't commit, thankfully our parents talked to the school & that boy got excluded instead, please don't make that same mistake again or this time it'll end with an exclusion whether you like it or not..
You feel like a different person with that mood, as soon as you change from neutral to blazing you become this fire quenching monster, so engulfed in your own fire and anguish that you won't learn to release the thing that has been bugging you this whole time, your influence around games and your rage quits are just too much to handle, I keep saying this too often but you need therapy or at least some sort of anger management. You act like it's normal, it's ok, it's nothing to worry about, but for it to be constantly ongoing every week, 24 hours, it's too much and you should know it...
I miss the person you used to be, without the anger, and for one last time PLEASE...recognise that it's you whose at fault and that this anger is being influenced, even our parents have recognised this already, don't make this hard on yourself and.. I love you x
No matter how angry you become, you'll always be my brother even when I say something horrible to you, I'll always be glad to be your own sister, you shouldn't have to suffer this alone..