Dear _, (irl)
I'm sorry, I thought so badly about you and only saw the negatives. You're an amazing brother and i'm grateful for you, even though we have our moments I know you truly care for me and that's why you did what you did. I neglected your efforts and that resulted in what happened, you just want to be there for me and ensure my safety. I guess sometimes we just think so negatively about our family because of little arguments and fights. We don't see how much they love and protect you.