I'll Be Good - Jaymes Young
Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon
All Apologies - Nirvana
In Between - Linkin Park
So Sorry - Feist
yeah it's kinda sad
edit:
THAT'S LIKE, 16 WALLS!
okay but to the point, if my ex reads this, i just thought id put this in here so here we go;
"Note: I know I say these words too often, but all I'm trying to say is: I'm sorry. I get that it sounds easy for me to say it, but every time I do say it, I mean it. I'm not doing this for the sake of it, or for the blacklist I'm probably on, or because of the friends that came after me to protect you from my now bitchy presence, or even because I lost MiceForce and Discord; I'm doing this because I feel extravagantly guilty for doing and saying what I did. I became the person I was afraid of being, especially towards you. I mean, you were right about me using you in the end, maybe even in the beginning too. You did become my punching bag, and I hate myself for becoming that kind of person. I didn't even notice it until it was too late (basically two days ago). And so when I lost my "punching bag" I got extremely pissed and guilt-trippy which makes me a bit of a bitch. What I did because of it was uncalled for, so much so that I don't blame you if you don't forgive me for this. In fact, I'd rather you read this, listen to the songs and still not forgive me yet. At least not for a while. I'd rather you take at least 2 weeks at minimum to figure out if I'm worth forgiving - maybe in some kind of table? Like; positives of having [name] as a friend on one side and negatives on the other (may be a bit embarrassed to put my name in [name] after how I treated you)? I don't know. But I don't expect, or even want, you to forgive me yet. I know everyone deserves a second chance, but I think what I did crosses that moral out. Just know I'm sorry, and that if you would ever want to talk to me again, my door's always open in my emails.
Edit (for my ex): I just remembered what today was, and I can't be more proud of you or more happy for you. It's amazing, really, and no one else could be more proud of you than I am right now.
@Weeknd (I put your name in a spoiler because I didn't want everyone to be fussy about what I'm doing or anything, plus I didn't want any embarrassment . Hope you're having a good day today, I'm sure it's super exciting AAH)
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