Recall your saddest memories..

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Mine was when my grandfather passed away on my birthday back in 2009 (25/12/09) and I had no clue what was going on, untill we reached the hospital, i saw my cousins and i was happy, i got slapped by my mum, that hurt, and then we went in to the room and we a dead body on a hospital bed, face covered as a sign of respect, i see my mum uncovering his face, and i started to cry along with her because she broke down, and well it was unsettling
Another sad memoir of mine was when my Grandma (my grandad's younger sister) passed away back in 2015, we were getting evicted out of our flat and my mum wakes me up and i remember seeing her cry, and we were really in a bad place during those years, but anyways, yeah, and then we had to go to Harrow to go see my Granny's family (her sons and daughters she has like 9 kids idek but all my auntys and uncle) and we go to see her face one last time in the mosque, and then we went to see her burrial, a day later after her burrial, i was back to school, and someone asks me as i hung my coat up how was my weekend and on that spot i started having an emotional breakdown, and i just bursted in to a billion tears and i couldn't speak or breathe properly it was just overwhelming for me, after that I was with my English teacher (also head of year (group) 5 and 6) and she just helped me cope with the pain, remember the good thoughts and moments, she was one of the best teachers and role models, and really was there for me all the way through, but it felt weird to break down, it's really scary and depressing at a young age losing many loved ones and just going through other stuff too. BUT yeah thanks for reading all that uwu.
 

Kumoh

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when someone close to me died...
 

Neurological

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My childhood hadn't been the most pleasant to experience, in fact it fills me with dread remembering how I used to be like, and how others treated me because of my emotions during this period.

One of those memories I've been recalling often now;
I was in primary school and of course we had a teacher (male), who I knew would normally read to us but that's as far as I can remember (considering how old I am now, this was more than 5 years ago).
I remember being too sensitive and afraid of asking for a pencil, so when I did ask I was (sort of) crying and I despised the reaction he gave me.
He wrote a word on the board, 'petty', and asked me to spell it out... No wonder I cried during that period, you don't just confront a child who had been insecure and pushed everyone out. Part of this is my fault of course, but that doesn't mean he has the right to make me go through this.
While I do 'remember' this, it's quite vague to me now and I'm unsure whether this was real or a fake memory my subconscious made up (or exaggerated).
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Children don't always start out the brightest, like myself, so you have to be patient with them and make them learn to feel comfortable about themselves. Ruining a person's self esteem from this point could scar them for the foreseeable future, I had to learn by myself and with others around me to change.
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Kysa

Cheese Artist
When i was 4 (and had no idea why my parents were always so angry with each other)
I walked out of my room one morning to which i was greeted by my mom grabbing me by the wrist and yanking me out the door with no explanation
that was the last time i saw my dad for about a year until my mom let me go visit him regularly
My parent's divorce definitely was the hardest thing in my life to take in and i never remembered or savored any of the time i spent with just the 3 of us together and it truly haunts me
 

Delos

Retired EN Staff
most of my sad memories are idiotic
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i think my saddest was crying for over a week after my bird died
When i was 4 (and had no idea why my parents were always so angry with each other)
I walked out of my room one morning to which i was greeted by my mom grabbing me by the wrist and yanking me out the door with no explanation
that was the last time i saw my dad for about a year until my mom let me go visit him regularly
My parent's divorce definitely was the hardest thing in my life to take in and i never remembered or savored any of the time i spent with just the 3 of us together and it truly haunts me
also Kysa @Kyisu im always here for u love <33
 

Isixx

Mouse
Saturday, my dog died. That morning. Well, we had him for almost 9 years, so I grew attached to him. My mom made him a cross, though...
 

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