Lonely. In 8th grade I had 3 friends, Jerome, Matt and Newton. They were my only friends left that wouldn't really leave my side but about a week ago I saw who they really are and I don't want to be their friends anymore. They all want to smoke, do drugs, drink, run away from home and do bad shit and I don't wanna be like that so I feel like if I continue to hang out with them they'll make me do that shit so im trying to ignore all of them right now and its working!! But.. if i loose them then ill have about 0 friends irl so I kinda dont wanna leave them for that reason either. But other than the "having like 0 friends" part, school was okay.