I actively cheated on my last ex with a girl, he found out and it “broke his heart”. I didn’t feel bad, and I still feel no emotion towards the situation.
I used to beat up my sister to relieve myself of stress, I still think about physically fighting her.
I’m very self conscious of my height and the fact I’m monochromatic, I don’t tell people anymore. I get upset when I mess up, especially when people make fun of it, I laugh along too because I don’t have the confidence to tell them to back down, but it makes everyday life kinda sucky when they do laugh.
I still love my ex, thinking about her gets me overly upset. Whenever my friends ask me about her, I blow it off. It hurts, and I don’t think it’s going to stop.
In most of my “relationships” with guys over the past couple months, I’ve faked my feelings and forced myself into it to try and avoid/change the fact I’m gay.
I’m terrified I won’t be able to love someone properly, I don’t think I’ll ever get married.
I miss my beagle a lot, she kept me grounded for two years.
I truly believe I’ll be a terrible mother, if I ever decide to adopt.
I don’t think I’m going to reach my dream of teaching English, but I’m obnoxiously lying to people around me and saying I’ll get there.