Just a little personal (early) New Year’s note I’d like to leave here
Nobody has to read it in particular, I only want to let some things out-…
So… It’s 2022 now, eh?
Well… It’s bizarre
I wasn’t supposed to be here anymore
Today was the day when I would end it all
But in the end- I didn’t do it
Do I regret it?
Not really. I still have doubts, but I believe this time it’ll start getting better. At least I want to believe….
And besides- I don’t want to make my friends sad… So I can say I keep holding on mostly for them (if they’re reading this, just know you mean a LOT to me, even if we don’t talk much)
Well, I only hope this year won’t be so bad for me. That’s the only thing I want. I wanna spend it in peace
And for all of you who are reading this (for some reason)
I wish you all the best in 2022, hope you’ll achieve all your dreams, whether those new ones or older ones you haven’t achieved yet
And if you’re not feeling good now and you feel like ending it all now is the only option- remember, it is NOT the answer. There is always someone who loves you and cares for you, a person you can tell everything.
Haven’ posted any art on here for a lon’ time
nobody will see it, for sure, but It’s worth a try nobody even likes my art anyway,,,
my new persona, Seiji Matsuo
I l o v e him with my whole heart
and,,,, for the drawin’ itself - I think I’m pretty proud of it
which happens rarely-
anyways, I hope ya like it, or somethin’- migh’ post some of my other older art here later,,, someday when I’ll have time
also, a reminder or whatever - i’ve changed my artistic name from my nickname to RatHouse - Idk, I’m tellin’ this in case someone would try to accuse me of stealin’ it or somethin’,,,,,