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  • having guys flirt with you 24/7, ready to kill all of them but the one guy on forums
    I swear if he steals my chocolate once he will die also
    but.. he reminds me of a kitten so I might let him slide
    purr kitty purr x3
    blame it on the dog so you don't get yelled at, or the next day look at your arm and scream "wondering" what happened, then your grandma can scream with you and tell you to clean up so you don't get yelled at.. but I really should tell someone what really happened but I don't want anyone to worry..
    dont let them in,
    dont let them see,
    be the good girl you always have to be,
    conceal dont feel dont let them show
    dont let my scars show..
    I don't cut because of depression, I cut for the enjoyment of it, to watch as the deep dark red run down my arm, then hear my grandma scream because I can't spend 5 minutes to myself, when I was little I always had to watch myself, if I got a scrape or a cut i couldn't feel it, I could be bleeding and not even notice, so my grandma calls me "special" because I can't feel pain, so like it has gotten better but I need some damn privacy
    I will cut my arm with a razor blade, then you can praise me while the blood runs down my arm, bigger and deeper wounds I don't feel, so I make them longer and skinnier so I can blame the cat I don't have :')
    Lay me down I don't want to die,
    I can't sleep alone need you here tonight,
    You were everything you were my god damn life,
    Now it's all fucked up and I can't sleep tonight.
    I was snorting pills you were up all night,
    I swear I couldn't feel I was so damn high,
    Liquor in my blood you were all I want,
    I gave you everything I feel so unloved,
    You finally got exactly what you want,
    You were off getting fucked while I was so fucked up,
    Fuck the wedding ring,
    Fuck this life I lead,
    Got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys,
    I don't want to live tried to kill myself,
    Girl ill numb you too,
    Take your life as well,
    I wanna watch you bleed she gets none for me,
    Lets kill ourselves so I can sleep.

    Part of Lil Numb - Lil happy lil sad
    "Baby take me from this place,
    I just really cannot say,
    Tears are falling down my face,
    I feel colder every day,
    Know they want me out their way,
    I'll be gone I'll be okay,
    I just need some fucking space,
    I walk by I feel them hate,
    Wanna die cause I relate,
    Wanna cry I feel insane,
    I get high but I can't escape,
    Would they love me if I change,
    Am I lost am I to late,
    Soon I'm dead I cannot wait,
    Please don't love me It's a waste,
    Wanna die so fucking bad,
    Your the best I've ever had,
    Wanna die when I look back,
    Can't get over shit I'm done,
    I just make another song,
    Nothing helps I'm fucking numb,
    I've been hurting for so long,
    Baby kill me in your thoughts,
    I've been dying all along,
    Let me go where I belong,
    Get me drunk get me high,
    Give me pills let me vibe,
    When It's time just let me die,
    I'm so tired of this life"
    Let me die - Lil happy lil sad
    Arrow2
    Arrow2
    I have met a lot of great people.. even one I love.. but have you ever went through a day to where you thought everyone hated you?
    Well.. its kind of hard but you just kind of avoid everyone, then they wonder why
    After it all you come home and get on forums.. then the one you love embraces you in his arms and you feel like all your worries just melt away,
    and for once you feel at peace
    Nyilom
    Nyilom
    ^^ ive felt that way with one person sadly we're not together anymore hh
    Arrow2
    Arrow2
    rip, hope it gets better 👍
    " I wish I may I wish I might, I wish on the star I see tonight, I want you, I need you, cause when your not around all of my stars fall down "
    No thank you,
    Is what i should of said,
    I should be in bed,
    But temptations,
    Of trouble on my tongue,
    Troubles yet to come,
    One sip, Bad for me,
    One hit, Bad for me,
    One kiss, Bad for me,
    But i give in so easily,
    And No thank you,
    Is how it should of gone,
    I should stay strong,
    But I'm weak,
    And whats wrong with that,
    Boy oh boy i love it when i fall for that,
    I'm weak,
    And whats wrong with that, Boy oh boy i love it when i fall for that,
    I'm weak,
    And whats wrong with that,
    Boy oh boy i love it when i fall for that,
    They call me after dark,
    I don't want no part,
    My habits,
    They hold me like a grudge,
    I promise i won't budge,
    One sip, Bad for me,
    One hit, Bad for me, One kiss, bad for me,
    But i give in so easily.
    Momma never taught me how to love,
    Daddy never taught me how to feel,
    Momma never taught me how to touch,
    Daddy never showed me how to heal,
    Momma never set a good example,
    Daddy never held Momma's hand,
    Momma found everything hard to handle,
    Daddy never stood up like a man,
    I've walked around broken,
    Emotionally frozen,
    Getting it on,
    Getting it wrong,
    How do you love someone,
    Without getting hurt,
    How do you love someone,
    Without crawling in the dirt,
    So far in my life,
    Clouds have blocked the sun,
    How do you love,
    How do you love someone,
    I was always the chosen child,
    The biggest scandal i became,
    They told me i would never survive,
    But survival is my middle name,
    I have walked around alone,
    Hoping,
    Just barely coping,
    Getting it on,
    Getting it wrong,
    How do you love someone,
    Without getting hurt,
    How do you love someone,
    Without crawling in the dirt,
    So far in my life,
    Arrow2
    Arrow2
    Clouds have blocked the sun,
    How do you love,
    Someone,
    Its hard to talk,
    To see whats deep inside,
    Its hard to tell the truth,
    When you've always lied.
    dont treat me like your bitch because im no ones, if you want to fight then take it outside, you guys are just full of yourself thinking who ever wins im going with, but uh No, that dont work so if ya gonna go hardcore then go with some other girl because i dont belong to anyone.
    having something buried in your wrist is.. peaceful, you cant feel the pain but you know it hurts, watching the blood run down your arm is like watching the morning dew drip off of a plant, it makes you feel alive and lets you release the depression and emotions you hide, so you dont hurt the ones around you
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